The indescribable

I'd been bracing for impact for about a month.  From the day we took Roxy to the vet and were told that she needed dental work and had an infection.  The words "she looks like she has a mass under her tongue" set me up for the ultimate in pain and heartbreak.

Last Tuesday night, I had to say goodbye to the one little creature I loved more than anything in this world.  My beautiful, perfect, hilarious, precious, sweet baby Roxy.  I hoped for at least five more years.  11 is too young to lose a cat.  

 

The cruel irony is today would have been ten full years with her.  

 

I didn't get it.

And I miss her more than words could ever convey.