Can't be any more obvious

Gave myself a deadline... period. I know it's a risk, but it's either that or a heart attack and my health is just not good at this time. So I accept and move forward. I've not been lax or callous; been doing what needs to be done with a full focus and as much hope as one human being can muster.

Some songs have been helping me get through this. I will post them here later. Just wanted to give you the broad update.