Turn the page; turn the corner...
I thought I'd wait a few days after my birthday to post. Turning 59 sounds and feels a little surreal, honestly. I've been doing this blog since I was 39 and THAT was an oddity! But now, I do feel the pangs of time and age creeping up with me. And yes, I am well aware that it's reality. It doesn't make it any better or easier.
The world itself is simply on a one-way runaway crash course with itself. I have little-to-no time or desire to speak with people, save for what I need to do as far as work goes; my friendships no longer have any great meaningfulness, I'm sorry to say. I don't trust most people and "friends" have proven themselves to be the least trustworthy or deserving of time and effort. Not being a fatalist or negative - I just see everyone and everything as they are now, I don't want to spend an afternoon "reminiscing" or talking about nonsense. It's just unnecessary and wasteful.
By turning 59, I'm lightening the load. I don't need excess or abundant anything in my life - not people; not items - nothing. I'm working/focusing more on contentment and peace. It's good for the mind and body.