That ever-hopeful feeling
It's remained a quiet time, which I'm fine with; I think the world is living on a "wait and see" approach; I can understand it. Plus, you get to an age like 57 and you think to yourself, "well, what's next?". Then add to that - at this particular moment, especially - the very unsettling war-like direction the world has shifted into and you have a sense of "how do you plan for a future?"
I don't have an answer for any of this - and I'm not being fatalistic - but I can't really think too far ahead. I'd rather just enjoy the here-and-now, as it is.